The Eyes Of A Spectator

i'm somewhat glad i have a new set of friends. it's like a huge relief to me. they actually call me and ask for me to participate in events and do things with them. they actually respond to everything, whereas my other group of friends hardly pick up their phone, respond back, invite me, or partake anything with me.

it's very frustrating and annoying.

i'm tired of always feeling down because people just don't care about letting me into their sessions of doing anything.

i used to call them all the time, but slowly i've come to realize, if they don't ever call me back, what's the point? what am i getting from them in return? nothing.

let it be.