The Eyes Of A Spectator

I have trouble publishing this even to the world, but I really want this person, and I can't have her, or yet, and it is very troublesome.

It pains me to know that I can't, for a long time, or even now, but it is annoying as hell.

I can't do anything about it either.

I don't know what else to say, except that is all, and I can't do anything, and I'm very sad about it. Oh well.