Dissapointed by people in general.

You know this feeling of sympathy towards people is really hard to keep up with. I feel that everyone deserves a second chance, but when you come across those couple of people who just are so indecent and aren't even worthy of being your friend, that's when you know humankind is so flawed.

Or maybe it's just their own personalities and the way they are.

I don't know about you, but I know I was brought up right. When someone asks me to do something, I try to do it. If I'm not able to, I tell them I'm not able to do it. If I don't want to do it, it's probably because it's wrong, or it's against my methods of life.

Let me tell you a little story.

I was supposed to meet this girl, who's name I will not reveal. She contacted me initially, and I thought to myself "why not meet up." She lives relatively close and I only saw her once, and it was an alright experience.

So I'm out of the house, and working with my father. So when I come back, I was told that she just showed up at my house without telling me, while I wasn't there. I don't really like that. I don't think anybody does. You shouldn't just go to someones house without telling them your going to come, it's rude and disrespectful.

So anyway, I contact her after that, she tells me she'll meet up with me the next day. So I wait. Wait some more. She doesn't come, and doesn't notify me of anything. I think it's called ditching.

I don't give up hope though, because I thought "maybe she was doing something or got caught up in something," so I ask her again the next day. To my joy, she ends up ditching me again.

So I send her a message saying "I don't get it, what did I do to be neglected?"

After that, she responds saying "You smell really bad."

Hmm.

So now, my anger flairs up, and I immediately think to myself, the last time she saw me was around a year and a half ago, for about 30 seconds. She doesn't know anything about me, she contacts me, and then ditches me two times. Shows up to my house without letting me know, and then insults me.

Great, I know.

She isn't the only person to pull of things like this. No I didn't leave any details out, this is just about how everything went. After all of this I told her "Leave me alone. I don't want anything to do with you ever again."

I did right. I think. Comments?

1 comments:

I can relate to that in so many ways it isn't even funny. I don't think I can even count how many damn times I've been ditched like that. You did the right thing.

November 17, 2008 at 12:24 AM  

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