The Eyes Of A Spectator

I'm seriously going to consider just coming up with all the names of so many people who never ever have anything towards me socially. I go beyond my way to be with them, and call, and text, and try to make them happy. And I get nothing back in return. Seems like life isn't the only thing taking a shit on me, seems like so are my "friends".

I'm going to go to the point where I'm going to blow up right in front of them if they keep ignoring me.

I used to call them all the time, and try to be with them, but they never returned the favor, so what's the point?

I have something against almost everyone. At least I have Mike, Phil, Meaghan, Amanda, and Allaire. Without them, I'd probably go crazy.